I feel so unproductive.
If you'd allow me to, I'd sleep for days.
And the more and more I sleep, the more and more tired I become.
My mind is exhausted.
My body is worn out.
I'm exhausted. I'm worn out.
All I want is production, to know things are getting done.
I can't even seem to do that.
If I'm home, I'm asleep.
If I'm not home, I'm at work or school.
I never go anywhere these days or do anything.
Sleepsleepsleepsleepsleep.
I just want to feel accomplished,
even if that means just reading book after book; I'm alright with that.
I can't even seem to do that. I just simply don't have the energy.
I may have to get a 2nd job, but that would take away from my busy schedule.
If I get a second job, that eliminates sleep.
I've been dreaming a lot lately.
"I love sleep, my life has a tendency to fall apart when I'm awake."
My body is shutting doowwwwn.
Good thing I didn't have any resolutions,
because nothing is getting done.
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Its second semester senior year. Youre probably going to feel that way until the week you graduate. Its a 'stuck' feeling, just push through it.
I wish I could dream. Or go some place in my dreams. But I always end up in the same damn places.
Ashley
I'm glad to read this, just to know you are okay.
The exhaustion will go away as it started, suddenly and without reason.
It is probably a lot of being a senior and just wanting to leave everything.
Whenever you feel up to it, I'd love to hear from you.
Love you.
Cristina
Sleep is rejuvenating. Enjoy it.
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