Faded from the winter

Today was so relaxing! I woke up at 9 and my mom had made breakfast for all of us. The rest of my day was spent relaxing inside and occasionally setting foot out in the 25 inches of snow we got with my family. We never all spend the day together because we're always home at different times. I really enjoyed today.

"Daddy's ghost behind you, sleeping dog beside you. You're a poem of mystery. You're the prayer inside me. Spoken words like moonlight, you're the voice that I like. Needlework and seedlings, in the way you're walking to me from the timbers, faded from the winter." -Iron & Wine



Ps, I made a tumblr for photos and quotes that meant something to me, but this blog is of course for my thoughts.
www.bareminimum.tumblr.com

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Right now, right this very moment I feel ok, I am ok. After struggling with getting back into the swing of things with school, I am finally getting focused. I'm no longer doubting myself and whether or not I should have gone to Liberty, stayed at Dcad, or even gone to Deltech in the first place. All that matters is right now, and where I am right now is Deltech. Just because I go to community college doesn't make me a failure. Why should I waste my money at a university when I'm not even quite sure what I want to do anymore. I'll figure it out, but for now I'm just taking it one day at a time.

Money management has taken a toll on me this past year, especially these past few months. But I am learning, I'm learning and I'm working on it. I only owe $600 to Dcad and that won't take very long at all if I just work towards it and practice my spendings carefully.

Things to look forward to:
+ Paying off school!
+ Spring! (Sooner rather than later pllleeassseee?)
+ Beach house for a week in June with my friends!
+ New hair cut/color!
+ New tattoo?
+ Traveling and visiting friends in the near future!

Ask me anything in the world. I'll address anything. Past, present, future.
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Heartbreak Warfare by John Mayer