I don't even have time to breathe.
I'm always thinking and always moving.
And if I'm not, I'm sleeping.
Soccer is wearing me out.
A few girls on the soccer team seem to think I'll make Varsity so it'll help build up my experience for next year. Ha, don't I wish. Although I wouldn't get much of any playing time in, it really would help prepare me for next year. I don't want to get my hopes up because even though people have said I've improved a lot from last year, I still think I suck. Especially compared to the Varsity girls. Only time will tell.
Europe is in 8 days.
Tomorrow I'm actually going shopping for some clothes for Europe with my grandmother and dad. A conversation with my grandmother today helped a little bit. I'm really nervous about the plane ride and just the fear of death itself is enough to drive me up a wall.
Another family member died this past week.
I wasn't close with her. And well, I actually don't remember her.
Apparently that's because she wasn't very friendly or nice.
I do remember her sister though who was very sweet. I hope she's okay.
Jake's final play performance was tonight, and was great of course.
I'm really glad I was able to make it to all 4 nights. I really enjoyed watching him on stage.
I really miss him. Due to the craziness of grades and schedules we haven't spent time together in over 2 weeks. Fortunately, his play has been a major loop hole.
Tomorrow morning I have to be at church by 7:15.
I'm in a church skit that premiers tomorrow.
To be completely honest, I'm nervous. Not the nervous excited. I guess I feel like I'm not really ready to be involved in this kind of skit. It's a little too strong and powerful for me. Don't get me wrong, I'm really thankful to be apart of it. I just feel as if I'm all wrong for it, and I should be watching it, and learning from it. Whereas, I'm taking part in presenting it. There are no lines, and it's a song by Life House with a dance that speaks for itself.
You can watch it here: http://youtube.com/watch?v=IUiEeM5TAUY&feature=related
My character is the alcoholic.
My plans for the next few months are starting to fall in place.
Of course nothings set in stone, they're just possibilities.
Bruce, my step dad, works at DelTech.
This means I could go there for college if I wanted to, which I don't.
However, today my mom was telling me about a program they're offering for Juniors and Seniors in high school.
You go for the summer and take a few college classes and get college credits for them.
After taking this all into consideration I realized it's actually a good idea.
It would keep me busy this summer and it would really help for the fall when I'm finally a Senior and I'm applying to colleges. Colleges will see that I've already received some college credits. It could really help me out in the long run. And I'm pretty sure I'd get to go to the course for free because Bruce works there.
I've put some thought into where I'd like to start working as soon as I get back from Europe and through the summer. Rita's Water ice came to mind and along with another water ice stand called Premium's. Premium's is a home made water ice stand that is actually a shed. It's been in the same spot for years. I would prefer to work there actually because I've been and have seen how the people who work there spend their day. You work alone, and it's a small shed. You can listen to your ipod or the radio, text, you catch up on lots of reading and write letters, and you serve water ice to customers. Simple, and it's not with people. The shopping center it's in has the actual store called Premium's but there is a banner out front that reads Temporarily Closed. It does have a phone number though with it and I plan on calling tomorrow and finding out details on when they're opening and the possibility of applying for their shed water ice stand.
If all goes well then this Summer I'll be attending a few college classes a week, working at the Premium's stand, getting to write lots of letters, do homework and study, and spend time alone. Oh and lots and lots of traveling, beach trips with Jake Will, and swimming while he guards my life at his job. :)
Plleeeeaaasseee work out. Plllleeeaaaassse.
I'm always thinking and always moving.
And if I'm not, I'm sleeping.
Soccer is wearing me out.
A few girls on the soccer team seem to think I'll make Varsity so it'll help build up my experience for next year. Ha, don't I wish. Although I wouldn't get much of any playing time in, it really would help prepare me for next year. I don't want to get my hopes up because even though people have said I've improved a lot from last year, I still think I suck. Especially compared to the Varsity girls. Only time will tell.
Europe is in 8 days.
Tomorrow I'm actually going shopping for some clothes for Europe with my grandmother and dad. A conversation with my grandmother today helped a little bit. I'm really nervous about the plane ride and just the fear of death itself is enough to drive me up a wall.
Another family member died this past week.
I wasn't close with her. And well, I actually don't remember her.
Apparently that's because she wasn't very friendly or nice.
I do remember her sister though who was very sweet. I hope she's okay.
Jake's final play performance was tonight, and was great of course.
I'm really glad I was able to make it to all 4 nights. I really enjoyed watching him on stage.
I really miss him. Due to the craziness of grades and schedules we haven't spent time together in over 2 weeks. Fortunately, his play has been a major loop hole.
Tomorrow morning I have to be at church by 7:15.
I'm in a church skit that premiers tomorrow.
To be completely honest, I'm nervous. Not the nervous excited. I guess I feel like I'm not really ready to be involved in this kind of skit. It's a little too strong and powerful for me. Don't get me wrong, I'm really thankful to be apart of it. I just feel as if I'm all wrong for it, and I should be watching it, and learning from it. Whereas, I'm taking part in presenting it. There are no lines, and it's a song by Life House with a dance that speaks for itself.
You can watch it here: http://youtube.com/watch?v=IUiEeM5TAUY&feature=related
My character is the alcoholic.
My plans for the next few months are starting to fall in place.
Of course nothings set in stone, they're just possibilities.
Bruce, my step dad, works at DelTech.
This means I could go there for college if I wanted to, which I don't.
However, today my mom was telling me about a program they're offering for Juniors and Seniors in high school.
You go for the summer and take a few college classes and get college credits for them.
After taking this all into consideration I realized it's actually a good idea.
It would keep me busy this summer and it would really help for the fall when I'm finally a Senior and I'm applying to colleges. Colleges will see that I've already received some college credits. It could really help me out in the long run. And I'm pretty sure I'd get to go to the course for free because Bruce works there.
I've put some thought into where I'd like to start working as soon as I get back from Europe and through the summer. Rita's Water ice came to mind and along with another water ice stand called Premium's. Premium's is a home made water ice stand that is actually a shed. It's been in the same spot for years. I would prefer to work there actually because I've been and have seen how the people who work there spend their day. You work alone, and it's a small shed. You can listen to your ipod or the radio, text, you catch up on lots of reading and write letters, and you serve water ice to customers. Simple, and it's not with people. The shopping center it's in has the actual store called Premium's but there is a banner out front that reads Temporarily Closed. It does have a phone number though with it and I plan on calling tomorrow and finding out details on when they're opening and the possibility of applying for their shed water ice stand.
If all goes well then this Summer I'll be attending a few college classes a week, working at the Premium's stand, getting to write lots of letters, do homework and study, and spend time alone. Oh and lots and lots of traveling, beach trips with Jake Will, and swimming while he guards my life at his job. :)
Plleeeeaaasseee work out. Plllleeeaaaassse.
I realize this was ridiculously long. I don't expect anyone to read all or any of it for that matter. I just needed somewhere to put my thoughts that have been collecting for the past few days.
I love him so so much.
(c)Jocelyn Photography
I love him so so much.
(c)Jocelyn Photography
Mouthwash by Kate Nash
Our Hell by Emily Haines
Beauutiiffulll songs I've been listening to non stop all day.
2 comments:
1.) You will be great in that skit. It's a beautiful song with a beautiful meaning. Plus a beautiful girl will be in it! :]
2.) I hope your summer works out the way you're planning it because that sounds awesome!
3.) I hope you make varsity, you are working so hard for it, I can only imagine what your nights are like.
Good luck & I can't wait until England!! :]
Christine
I watched the skit, it's beautiful. I think you're going to do fine though :]
I know I said this before, but just practicing with varsity has gotten you so much better, so just keep it up girl!
Oh, and I hope you had more luck than me in American Eagle today!
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