Unproductive.

I'd really rather not make a habit of posting on here every time someone dies.
However, that seems to be the case.

My great grandfather on my dads side of the family died this morning.
I officially have no great grandparents alive anymore.
I realized that the funeral will probably be while I'm away, in Europe.

I guess I'm getting pretty good at dealing with this whole death thing.
My mother told me, I said okay, and shrugged it off.
We all have our ways of dealing with things.

Europe is in less than 2 days.
I'm excited I guess, not too thrilled about the plane ride.
One of the youth group leaders, Leslie, made me an "activity book" with letters and things I need to do each day. I've been really tempted to read it but I know I should wait. I'm practicing patience. Thankyou, Leslie.

Today I got a package from Jenna.
After about fourty minutes of contemplating on whether or not to open it I did, carefully. It was lovely. Jenna is such a sweetheart. It was a pretty box that she painted purple and filled inside with beads and hearts and tissue paper with a bracelet and I don't want to get too into detail in case Lorna reads this. It was beautiful though, and I'm so excited to give it to Lorna. I'm going to go out at some point today and take a few pictures with my polaroid camera and put them in there with maybe a few other things.

I feel very unmotivated today.
Nothing is going to get accomplished.


Dear Jake,
Please take more pictures with me.

1. New Soul by Yaem Naim
2. She Moves in Her Own Way by The Kooks
3. With Me -Sum 41
4. I Turn My Camera On -Rock Kills Kid